twenty-two12o8; OurLoveStory ♥

2009-11-13T05:08:00.000-08:00

All i wanted was mutual trust and respect for each other . Simple . And the most important key to long lasting relationship . That's all . You choose to continue being so childish and quarrel till 没完没了everyday, i'd rather we go on separate ways . We will have less troubles troubling us, since we couldn't stop quarreling .

Trust .

2009-11-13T02:27:00.000-08:00

It's been 10 months going on 11 months of being together alr . But i don't understand why, our relationship just lack of one simple thing - trust .

If two person truly love each other deep enough, there should be mutual trust between them . That's the most important thing to make a relationship last . Whereas if there's lack of trust, both party are always suspecting each other and did not trust that the other party will be faithful, this only shows that the person did not know whether he or she loves the other party deeply or not . If you're constantly doubting the other party, then what's the point of being together? I see no point. In a relationship if you truly love the other party, you should fully trust that person, and not doubting whether he or she might leave you . If you really love that person, you should give that person happiness, and not doubting that person everyday.

This shows how important a trust is, between a relationship. It also shows how much you really loved that person. Because if you trust, you wouldn't end up doubting that person and in the end quarrel till non-stop. This shows a lack of trust, and you are unsure of how much that person really love you .

Now i've finally understand . All along i had been so childish. Baby, i shall fully trust you from now on . Because i truly love you, deeply . The only way that you want a person to be happy is to just trust that person . If there's mutual trust, there's happiness and peace . Only then, a relationship would last . (:

Loves .

2009-11-11T09:02:00.000-08:00

It's 1 o2 am now :D And i'm still up . (:

Hmms , i've just finished my geog and physics . :O And i guess darling's sleeping now bah ? Hahahas . :O Gonna blog , and this post is especially for darling (: ( darling, i never talk to anybody hor :O Don't anyhow think x.x )

Darling , i know i'm kinda over sensitive at times . But do you know why ? Cos i really care . :\ A lot .. Just dw any girls to get near you D: You cannot say that nothing will happen at all , you can't predict yeah ? ;o We can't predict the future , that's why i wanna be safe than sorry . Already got two sot bitches trying to break us up . Though i know there's no way they could break us up, but i just don't like it . Harrassment leh x.x Not that i wanna restrict, but sometimes you're just getting too overboard ler . You should know the limits bah ? Talk to girls about serious matters and class work i'm okay with it de . But you are talking to girls with other topics like , the girl shares her stories and troubles with you .. Or maybe saying about some other stuffs .. Okay i admit that i'm kinda oversensitive about that, but i just don't like ? :\ Same as , you don't like me to talk to guys cos you scared guys will fall for me yeah ? ;o It's the same for me (: I don't want girls to fall for you . I know you're popular , cute , friendly , sociable , outgoing blah blah blah , your 条件 is every girl's ideal boyf , of course so many people like you lah . But i don't really like it lor , cos i have a lot of competitors , very irritating de leh . ): Very bu shuang .. Not that i wanna pick on you on those matters lurhh darling , must understand okays ? (: Okay lurhh , i shall not tie the rope so tight , i shall let you have the freedom to talk , but know your limits okay ? (: ( limits as stated above for your reference . ) Hahas , and of course , don't hide from me that you're talking to girls . You don't like me to hide things from you , it's the same for me here ;o Hide things will only make me suspect you in a wrong way lor . x.x Not really good yeah ? ;o

And for the replying slow thing . Okay, you said you were busy with work and charging your phone . So yeah i've chosen to trust that that's really the reason ( hope its true yeah ). But one thing i'm unhappy about is that you don't wanna be specific with what you're doing at that point of time , which often makes me suspect you're doing something else D: Lols . It's not that i purposely want say you ______ . ( you know what is it ) But what you did really make me suspect you're hiding away from me , trying to avoid my msg and such , do you know ._. Okay , you experienced it before yeah ? When i'm having my exams you tio ps like dk what like that ;o But i made an effort to tell you every details of what i'm doing to assure you that i'm really doing work and make you less worry . That's the thing i want from you , and not just say ps, you're busy or what . I just wanted to know what you're busy with ;o Hehs . So yeah , hope you understand lurhh . :3

Darling uh, i find that there's a change in your attitude recently lor ._. Feel kinda weird . Last time you used to tell me a lot of stories de ? And then now you like kinda reluctant . ._. Lols . And you became more attitude ler . It's like , just kup phone cos i need go eat or something, you will just get dulan ? Lols . And sometimes you give those kinda heck care attitude . x.x Like last time when i am sad or i cry, you'll like help to wipe away my tears and try all ways to cheer me up. Then now you like don't really care ler .__." Or maybe its because i cry too much and you're used to it ler . LOL . But i cry cos i'm sad and i really care , and sometimes just kinda scared lor . :\ but you like that it as nothing happen . So yeah .. :\

I know i've been guailan to you these few days , keep sut you and such . I'm sorry okay ? :\ Hmms , cos i'm really kinda paranoid at times, and will start thinking a lot of things which adds on to the anger towards you not replying my msg or giving me attitudes . I know you tried to cheer me up and you apologised , but i still carry on 耍小姐脾气 ;x but yeah , cos i'm not really assured . That explains why, haha . Hmm, i promise i'll try to change on that point alrights ? (: I think that i should just trust you . Trust is a very important thing in a relationship . I love you a lot , that's why i dare to trust you . (: Hehs .

Yeap , that's all i've gotta say . Hahahas . :O I know what's darling gonna say after reading this post . " I don't read de lor , cos i don't understand . I want you to hear it on phone . " ;p yeah ? Hahahahs . Okay lurhh , i'll say it on phone to you tmr okay ? (: Hehs , sorry idk how to say out directly . Cos i will say until very 乱 and unorganised one . x.x Hahahas , now i organise it and type everything out alr tmr can tell you in orderly manner ler . ;D Hehs .

Okays , its 1 35 now . I took a bloody 30 mins to type this post . ;o Like kinda long leh ;x Okay la i know i type very slow LOL . Darling alr sleeping till dk where alr ler lah . xD Lost in lalaland alr . Okay lurhh , think i shall go to lalaland and find darling and kill that big big monster with darling ler ! ;p -winks- Hahahas , nights ! :O Sweetdreams&sleeptight, ilovejoeyforever ! ♥

あしからず ( I'm sorry )

2009-11-04T01:26:00.000-08:00

Darling , i'm sorry i didn't realise what i did to hurt you so much ):

Didn't realise how unthoughful i was, didn't realise how it hurts to be ignored .
I'm sorry . :\

Darling , i shall explain it down here first okay ? :O Really hope you'll try to understand ( will tell you again on phone ? (: )
Okay , i didn't really mean to ps you lurhh . I just merely didn't want to be guailan to friend because its just like 15 minutes and she waited for me and pei-ed me to retrieve my ezlink card back mah . :\ She waited so how could i be so bad to ps her x.x Yeah . I thought you would just understand lurhh because its 15 minutes or so only . Of course i know you wanna talk to me lurhh, i wanna talk to you also :\ immediately after she went off, i ask you to call mah but you ignored me . 15 mins , i confirm will give it back to you de mah , we have whole night to chat leh . :O you want i can return you back double de time (: 30 mins ~ Hehs , or maybe more lurhh . Feel happy chatting with you leh, like chatting with you will make me relax from my hell busy day . (: Your voice make me so relaxed after a whole day of lesson lurhh :O

For the blog thing , it's the past ler. I read my own blog and apparently i didn't know what i'm writing also ;x Seriously, i ownself write de things i don't understand . After reading, i was like thinking why the hell did i wrote such disgusting things ;o But seriously, its all untrue (: Trust me . As you can see, i love my clique like idk what hell . Means, i wasn't serious with him . (: This is one way to prove . ( and then after that i still can happily go out with clique and do a lot of crappy stuffs . ) . But comparing it to you , there's no way he could be compared to you . Yeah , don't even need to compare right ? As you can see , i mind more about my friends than anything else but for you, its totally different . Great difference if you can see . This year, can say i totally never go out with clique or what . And in the end become no clique at all :O In my world, it's only you , do you notice ? (: You're my everything . Even without a friend , it's not a problem . As long as you're there for me . :O My world revolves around you and only YOU ! ((:

And anw , you said you wanted to put away the past ler . We said it this morning , isn't it ? :O We shouln't go look into the past anymore . It doesn't concern us anything . What's past is already the past . As i said, you're the first one i truly love; and the last one i will love (: See ! You're the only one ! :D What you have to care/know now is i LOVE you and i only CARE for YOU ! :D Nothing could ever change the fact that i love the one and only you . (: Hmms , since its already the past, you shouldn't go think about it . And moreover, what's there to compare ? You're the first one i love, how could you go compare with a person i wasn't serious with ? It's totally different thing leh :O He got nothing, you got everything . So, my darling, there's no need to compare alright ? (: You're the only one and will be the only one , IN MY HEART ♥ ! :D

I LOVE CHUA JOEY MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE AND WILL LOVE HIM NOW AND FOREVER ! ♥

你还记得吗？

2009-11-02T23:16:00.000-08:00

~~天快亮了，能不能别离开呢？沉默像首悲伤的歌，捂上视线却模糊了。~~

~~你要走了，也带走所有快乐。甜蜜的片段散落了疲倦了心冷了我哭了。~~

~~那流星闪过我们许下一个愿望，要在一起绝不分离你怎么放弃了？~~

~~星空在闪烁，像你的眼泪悄悄划过，当你放开了手离开的时候有没有一点舍不得我？~~

~~泪光在闪烁，而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落。~~

~~我还留在黑暗中守候，你却已经远远离开我。~~

~~离开我了，梦醒了还剩什么？我要的幸福消失了，你的心曾经属于我的。~~

~~那流星闪过，我们许下一个愿望，要在一起绝不分离你怎么放弃了？~~

~~泪光在闪烁，而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落。~~

~~我还留在黑暗中守候，你却已经远远离开我。~~

~~有过的快乐我都记得，回忆还旋转着爱怎么停了，我们都累了。~~

那些回忆，难道你都忘记了吗？我想拥有你，我想爱你，直到永远。。。
All those memories, they'll forever be in my mind . At least i could happily tell others that i had love before. First time , and the last time .. Love is wonderful . I love you , now and forever .
2212o8 - 031109 ; it's just 1 month and 19 more days to 1 year , baby . (': ♥

First time tonning with baby ! ♥

2009-11-02T00:20:00.000-08:00

Omgzx ! ;D I oh-so-finally get to ton with baby and its super duper fun lurhh ! :D
Hehs, darling's parents went to genting and i went to his house to ton . (:

Morning, trained down to darling's place to deposit my bag and then we went out for breakfast at loyang point together . ( So jealous i'm not the first girl to walk to loyang point with him but some bitch . ) :O So yeap , pei darling to go for his haircut ( his hair was super cute after the haircut ) and went to have breakfast at a foodcourt . After that, went to Shengsiong to buy some food to cook at home . ;D Rent a movie - Hot fuss (?) - and watched in the afternoon . The movie was hilarious but kinda disgusting though . M18 de movie .

After the movie, went to play maple together ;D hehs . Maple maple maple ~ Darling trained me for awhile . After that we decided to go to eHub at downtown east for dinner. Bathed and bus-ed down to eHub together . It was drizzling . :O Lol .

Reached and then had dinner at the food court at downtown east . There was some halloween event going on at downtown east and it's really cool . Some people were all dressed up as some scary scary monsters walking around trying to scare people walking around at downtown . One which stares right into my face ? LOL . Didn't got frighten but kinda disgusted by the bloodified faces ;x HAHA .

After that we decided to go for late night movies at eHub . Bought movie tickets and watched Poker King . That show's quite nice ;D About poker, and it's damn cool :O Quite funny too xD Hehs . ;D I love watching movies with darling lurhh ! ;D Hehs . After the movies, we actually wanted to play bowling but decided not to because there's a lot of people and we didn't know how to play ( the only thing we know was to roll the ball across the hallway and hit the pins ;x ) LOL . So yeah, decided to go home and continue to slack at home . Cabbed to darling's .

Watched some funny cartoon and after that went to play maple before we fell asleep . :O

The next morning, woke up at 8 . Had our breakfast ( some eggs and sausages and french fries :O ) and watched tv . ;D Doraemon ~ ;p After breakfast went down for a swim. Had loads of fun ~ ;o hoho .

After the swim we went down to city plaza to get my contact lens from my cousin . Had our lunch there first before going back to Jurong :O Kinda don't bear to go back . Tonning with darling was so fun lurhh , miss him damn loads :\ I wanna ton with darling again ! D: So hope that i had another night with him . Cos quite a lot of things we have not done yet ): ( erhem , don't xiang wai . not that thing . ._. ) Wanted to play pool de . And actually wanted to stay awake the whole night . :\ Kinda wasted . I want another night with darlingggggggggggggggggg D:

Alrights, that's for this post .
Hmms, kinda have a quarrel with darling now D: Rawrs . He said he wanna talk to a girl call lynette ! D: Sad liaos, sighs .. ): And he doesn't wanna reply me T.T

I miss darling .. ♥

我想带你回我的外婆家一起看着日落一直到我们都睡着。
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开，爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀？

♥ 愛しています (':

2009-10-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

~~Remembering the words you've said, the promises you made.~~
Remembering the future you said you will give me ..

You promised to make me the happiest girl .
You promised to take me away, to somewhere else away from my sucky life .
You promised to be the first to bring me to japan .
You promised me a very wonderful first year .

You owed me 12 hours of stories,
100 hugs and kisses .
You said you wanted to accompany me for checkup .
You asked me to accompany you to buy your clothes this saturday .

You wanted to prove to my parents that we would last . Prove them wrong, prove to them we truly love each other . Have you forgotten ? You're gonna be the one taking my hands from my father ..

Do you remember ? All the things you've said ? All the memories we had ? For the past 10 months and 1 week ..

Thinking back, all those silly and cute things we've done tgt, all the things we've been through till now.. I think i won't be able to forget all these memories we had . Never . You're the first person i truly love ..

I'm sick and tired of quarreling with you . Everytime we quarreled, my heart breaks . What i wanted was a peaceful life between us . A sweet, peaceful, couplely life with YOU and only you ..

I don't wanna leave . I don't bear to leave . I really wanted to be with you . But seeing you so hurt being with me , it breaks my heart even more . I'd rather i myself suffer than seeing you so hurt . That's why i chose to leave . I can't be so selfish . I've hurt you and still wanted you to be with me , making you more hurt . No , i won't be selfish . As i said , my only wish is to see you smile . That's all . So if you're happy without me .. I am willing to leave . As long as you're happy (': But though, you'll still be the only one i'll love forever . (:

愛しています; ♥
爱是个有你才完美的故事。没有你，那本书将会是一本烦闷无趣的书。。。
I'm nothing , without you ..

Baby, iloveyou ..

2009-10-28T17:53:00.000-07:00

Baby don't worry,
you are my only,
you won't be lonely,
even if the sky is falling down (:

Missing you like a crazy ass . ): Really missing you a lot . Hmms, i wonder if you would come see this blog lurhh x.x
Sometimes i'm kinda scared when the thought of you being with another girl came into my mind . .__. Really scared . When you don't msg me for a long period of time i'll just randomly think of that. :\ Kinda scared . x.x Just fear that this might happen ? :\

Baby , do you know how much i love you ? It could never be described by words . Beyond description .. (: Even " I Love You " is not enough to describe my love for you .

Just a random post for darling ! (:
♥

Happy 10 months anniversary ! :D

2009-10-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY DARLING ! :D

Yays, finally 10 months alr sia ;D Hehs . And lucky lucky day, its marking day on anniversary . Which means , i get to go out with darling to celebrate ! :D Wheeeeeeeeeee .

Went to science centre cum snow city to celebrate our anniversary :D Hehs . Had lots of fun there (:

Reached there at around 10 plus :O bought entrance ticket then went in to walk in the science centre . Sadly, there's a human anatomy exhibit (?) on the 23rd but we went on the 22th ;o Means haven't start exhibiting yet . ): Can't see D: Rawrs .
Walked inside for awhile and we started to get hungry . Went mac to have our lunch ;D Hehs . And anw , mac has a very cute monopoly thing . And their staff's uniform were very cute ! ;o Hehs. After lunch went to snow city ! :D

Walked to snow city . Cool man, first time going to snow city ;x Okay la i know kinda suagu lurhh . ;x hahas . Kinda excited, cos first time going and its with darling ! :D Wheeeeeeeee .
Got our apparels and went into the snow city . First time getting into such a cold place, coooooooooooooooool . (: -7 degree celsius of temperature . :O Had loads of fun inside (:

After that we went back to science centre cos we didn't finish our tour inside. :O Hmms , now then i realised science centre is actually quite big ;x LOL . A lot of things to explore . Went on to explore every corner of science centre . Hehs, had a fun time playing inside, especially at iSpace . the things there were very high-tech and cool .

Played finish ler darling sent me home . (: Had a great day with darling ! :O Took pictures but the pictures are not with me , its with darling . Wait till he sends me then i post them ;D

Toodles ! :D

Happy 10 months eve , husband ! :D

2009-10-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

Husband ! :D

Happy 10 months eve ! ♥

Hmms, two digits ler eh ! ;DD hahas . ;o It's been 10 months since we've been tgt ! :O

Hmm baby uh , the 10 months i'd spent tgt with you is really priceless . All the things that we've done tgt , all those happy times, all those happy memories .. Although it's only been 10 months , we knew each other like we alr knew 10 years ago ! ;D Hehs . Really cannot live without you .. ;o ( to be continued .. ;p )

-7 more hours to exactly 10 months ! :D ( random )

Hmm , can see you tmr ler ! :D I'm so missing you lurhh ;o Hehs . Miss you, miss your hugs and kisses, miss your scent, miss your cuteness , miss your everything manzx ~ ;D Wheeeeeee !
Shall update our lovely outing tmr okays ?! ;D Muacks, iloveyou loads loads ! ♥

2009-07-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

Baby ! Random post :D Hehs .

Hmms, sorry for yesterdays quarrel wor . ;o
ilovebabylotslots ! :D

11 more days , 7months . (:

爱是个有你才完美的故事，我们从以前走到永远为止。

2009-07-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

Babybabybaby ! ;D It's been so long since we've posted on this blog ;D .
Hehs , i've came to post ler ! :O

Hmms , haven't been meeting up often nowadays D: Rahhs . I miss my baby boy ;x Yesterday went to Jurong East Library and slack with baby . Hehs ;o So damn looking forward to a day when i can have another outing with baby . School's gonna be busy with next week's Chinese o level oral and craploads of class test coming up D:

Rahhs , i want to go on outing with baby ! :\

7 months' anniversary is coming up in 12 days time , hurraye ! :D
Ilovebabyloadsloadslah ! ♥ ;D

If you asked me how many times have you crossed my mind,
I would tell you once;
Because you never really left my mind ever since you entered into my mind and conquered my life . ♥

2009-06-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

WIFEWIFEWIFE ! ;D heh , not random (:
hmms , thanks for updating . and yeaa ! extra holidays for me ! haha , thanks to H1N1 . but kinda sian lor ? you have to go to schl .. AND ! i do have e learning assignments D: so its kinda the same bah ?
will miss you too when you're away at malaysia D: will give you daily updates de ! haha .
Takecare ! iloveyou ♥

&.} Joey ; xiaospAdes ♠

Outing , IMM . :D

2009-06-28T02:41:00.000-07:00

HUSBANDHUSBANDHUSBAND ! ♥ ( random :D )

Hehs, long never update alr :O Hoho . Came here to update about our latest outing ! :D Hehhehs .

Went to IMM to slack with baby today :D Damn fun la . :O Baby came down from downtown east . He ton-ed there overnight and came straight down to find me at IMM :D Baby rocks la ! ♥ Hehs . (: Met baby up and went to IMM. ( Baby ah , you still haven't tell me how you travel so fast from downtown to Jurong leyys ;x ) Hahas .

Went to IMM , slack . Went daiso see see look look ;D . Hehs . After that went to find a nice place to slack . :O Hoho . Went to the first floor there buy Takoyaki . Then after that went to Mac and find a place and sit down :D Sat and slacked all the way . Bought ice-cream and eat too :D Wakakas . Baby's too tired to go anywhere so we slack all the way till it's time to go ;D Hoho . Nice slacking la . And naughty baby tickled me x.x" LOL . Rawrs .

After slacking , take bus went to Gekpoh help daddy pay bills and withdraw money . Walk around Gekpoh for awhile before going back home . Baby followed me back home ;D He came up to my place for awhile . Shared dinner and then slack and chatted awhile before baby headed back home :D Wakakas , fun day la . :D

Boos , school starting tmr ler ): And not fair lor ! Baby still having holiday . ( due to the H1N1 thing ) Rahhs . Hahas . ;o

I'm going to malaysia this friday ler ): Sad liaos la , will miss baby like fxck lahs D: Rawrs . But i'm going for the weekends nia ;o hoho .

Okays, gtg . Toodles ! :D
♥

&.} ♥; FELICIA .

Happy half-year anniversary ! :D

2009-06-22T12:19:00.000-07:00

Baby ! Just wanted to say ,
HAPPY HALF-YEAR ANNIVERSARY ! :D
-cheerscheers-

So fast ler , we've been through thick and thins for half a year together ler :D Heh . This shall continue forever yeah ? :O
Baby uh , thanks for your understanding throughout this half year . I know i seldom have time to pei you due to exams and sorts . And was very dao . :\ Sorry wor . Will try to change asap okay ? ;D Hehs . Thanks for all those changes that you have made for me . (: I'm very very touched lurhh ! I shall do the same to you de, alright ? ;o
Shall keep all our promises de . And move on to our future , forever . (:
愛しています !

&.} Felicia ; xiaoHeArts ♥

dedications to wife (:

2009-06-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

DARLING !
HAPPY 6TH MONTH TO US ! ;D
half a year ler leh ! ;o
and yeaa ! we'll last for life !
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100 woainis for you ! ;D
takecare darling , looking forward to the next month's anniversary . and , np lah ! change for baby mah ;D
loves ♥

&.} Joey ; xiaospAdes ♠

2009-06-21T01:06:00.001-07:00

okay sure !
heh , hmms . this is cool man ;o
iloveyou <3 muacks

&.} JOEY .

2009-06-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

Baby ! This is our couple blogggggggggg ! :D Hehs .

Muacksmuacks , iloveyou !

&.} FELICIA .