Remembering the future you said you will give me ..
You promised to make me the happiest girl .
You promised to take me away, to somewhere else away from my sucky life .
You promised to be the first to bring me to japan .
You promised me a very wonderful first year .
You owed me 12 hours of stories,
100 hugs and kisses .
You said you wanted to accompany me for checkup .
You asked me to accompany you to buy your clothes this saturday .
You wanted to prove to my parents that we would last . Prove them wrong, prove to them we truly love each other . Have you forgotten ? You're gonna be the one taking my hands from my father ..
Do you remember ? All the things you've said ? All the memories we had ? For the past 10 months and 1 week ..
Thinking back, all those silly and cute things we've done tgt, all the things we've been through till now.. I think i won't be able to forget all these memories we had . Never . You're the first person i truly love ..
I'm sick and tired of quarreling with you . Everytime we quarreled, my heart breaks . What i wanted was a peaceful life between us . A sweet, peaceful, couplely life with YOU and only you ..
I don't wanna leave . I don't bear to leave . I really wanted to be with you . But seeing you so hurt being with me , it breaks my heart even more . I'd rather i myself suffer than seeing you so hurt . That's why i chose to leave . I can't be so selfish . I've hurt you and still wanted you to be with me , making you more hurt . No , i won't be selfish . As i said , my only wish is to see you smile . That's all . So if you're happy without me .. I am willing to leave . As long as you're happy (': But though, you'll still be the only one i'll love forever . (:
愛しています; ♥
爱是个有你才完美的故事。没有你,那本书将会是一本烦闷无趣的书。。。
I'm nothing , without you ..



