Darling , i'm sorry i didn't realise what i did to hurt you so much ):

Didn't realise how unthoughful i was, didn't realise how it hurts to be ignored .
I'm sorry . :\

Darling , i shall explain it down here first okay ? :O Really hope you'll try to understand ( will tell you again on phone ? (: )
Okay , i didn't really mean to ps you lurhh . I just merely didn't want to be guailan to friend because its just like 15 minutes and she waited for me and pei-ed me to retrieve my ezlink card back mah . :\ She waited so how could i be so bad to ps her x.x Yeah . I thought you would just understand lurhh because its 15 minutes or so only . Of course i know you wanna talk to me lurhh, i wanna talk to you also :\ immediately after she went off, i ask you to call mah but you ignored me . 15 mins , i confirm will give it back to you de mah , we have whole night to chat leh . :O you want i can return you back double de time (: 30 mins ~ Hehs , or maybe more lurhh . Feel happy chatting with you leh, like chatting with you will make me relax from my hell busy day . (: Your voice make me so relaxed after a whole day of lesson lurhh :O

For the blog thing , it's the past ler. I read my own blog and apparently i didn't know what i'm writing also ;x Seriously, i ownself write de things i don't understand . After reading, i was like thinking why the hell did i wrote such disgusting things ;o But seriously, its all untrue (: Trust me . As you can see, i love my clique like idk what hell . Means, i wasn't serious with him . (: This is one way to prove . ( and then after that i still can happily go out with clique and do a lot of crappy stuffs . ) . But comparing it to you , there's no way he could be compared to you . Yeah , don't even need to compare right ? As you can see , i mind more about my friends than anything else but for you, its totally different . Great difference if you can see . This year, can say i totally never go out with clique or what . And in the end become no clique at all :O In my world, it's only you , do you notice ? (: You're my everything . Even without a friend , it's not a problem . As long as you're there for me . :O My world revolves around you and only YOU ! ((:

And anw , you said you wanted to put away the past ler . We said it this morning , isn't it ? :O We shouln't go look into the past anymore . It doesn't concern us anything . What's past is already the past . As i said, you're the first one i truly love; and the last one i will love (: See ! You're the only one ! :D What you have to care/know now is i LOVE you and i only CARE for YOU ! :D Nothing could ever change the fact that i love the one and only you . (: Hmms , since its already the past, you shouldn't go think about it . And moreover, what's there to compare ? You're the first one i love, how could you go compare with a person i wasn't serious with ? It's totally different thing leh :O He got nothing, you got everything . So, my darling, there's no need to compare alright ? (: You're the only one and will be the only one , IN MY HEART ♥ ! :D

I LOVE CHUA JOEY MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE AND WILL LOVE HIM NOW AND FOREVER ! ♥