It's 1 o2 am now :D And i'm still up . (:

Hmms , i've just finished my geog and physics . :O And i guess darling's sleeping now bah ? Hahahas . :O Gonna blog , and this post is especially for darling (: ( darling, i never talk to anybody hor :O Don't anyhow think x.x )

Darling , i know i'm kinda over sensitive at times . But do you know why ? Cos i really care . :\ A lot .. Just dw any girls to get near you D: You cannot say that nothing will happen at all , you can't predict yeah ? ;o We can't predict the future , that's why i wanna be safe than sorry . Already got two sot bitches trying to break us up . Though i know there's no way they could break us up, but i just don't like it . Harrassment leh x.x Not that i wanna restrict, but sometimes you're just getting too overboard ler . You should know the limits bah ? Talk to girls about serious matters and class work i'm okay with it de . But you are talking to girls with other topics like , the girl shares her stories and troubles with you .. Or maybe saying about some other stuffs .. Okay i admit that i'm kinda oversensitive about that, but i just don't like ? :\ Same as , you don't like me to talk to guys cos you scared guys will fall for me yeah ? ;o It's the same for me (: I don't want girls to fall for you . I know you're popular , cute , friendly , sociable , outgoing blah blah blah , your 条件 is every girl's ideal boyf , of course so many people like you lah . But i don't really like it lor , cos i have a lot of competitors , very irritating de leh . ): Very bu shuang .. Not that i wanna pick on you on those matters lurhh darling , must understand okays ? (: Okay lurhh , i shall not tie the rope so tight , i shall let you have the freedom to talk , but know your limits okay ? (: ( limits as stated above for your reference . ) Hahas , and of course , don't hide from me that you're talking to girls . You don't like me to hide things from you , it's the same for me here ;o Hide things will only make me suspect you in a wrong way lor . x.x Not really good yeah ? ;o

And for the replying slow thing . Okay, you said you were busy with work and charging your phone . So yeah i've chosen to trust that that's really the reason ( hope its true yeah ). But one thing i'm unhappy about is that you don't wanna be specific with what you're doing at that point of time , which often makes me suspect you're doing something else D: Lols . It's not that i purposely want say you ______ . ( you know what is it ) But what you did really make me suspect you're hiding away from me , trying to avoid my msg and such , do you know ._. Okay , you experienced it before yeah ? When i'm having my exams you tio ps like dk what like that ;o But i made an effort to tell you every details of what i'm doing to assure you that i'm really doing work and make you less worry . That's the thing i want from you , and not just say ps, you're busy or what . I just wanted to know what you're busy with ;o Hehs . So yeah , hope you understand lurhh . :3

Darling uh, i find that there's a change in your attitude recently lor ._. Feel kinda weird . Last time you used to tell me a lot of stories de ? And then now you like kinda reluctant . ._. Lols . And you became more attitude ler . It's like , just kup phone cos i need go eat or something, you will just get dulan ? Lols . And sometimes you give those kinda heck care attitude . x.x Like last time when i am sad or i cry, you'll like help to wipe away my tears and try all ways to cheer me up. Then now you like don't really care ler .__." Or maybe its because i cry too much and you're used to it ler . LOL . But i cry cos i'm sad and i really care , and sometimes just kinda scared lor . :\ but you like that it as nothing happen . So yeah .. :\

I know i've been guailan to you these few days , keep sut you and such . I'm sorry okay ? :\ Hmms , cos i'm really kinda paranoid at times, and will start thinking a lot of things which adds on to the anger towards you not replying my msg or giving me attitudes . I know you tried to cheer me up and you apologised , but i still carry on 耍小姐脾气 ;x but yeah , cos i'm not really assured . That explains why, haha . Hmm, i promise i'll try to change on that point alrights ? (: I think that i should just trust you . Trust is a very important thing in a relationship . I love you a lot , that's why i dare to trust you . (: Hehs .

Yeap , that's all i've gotta say . Hahahas . :O I know what's darling gonna say after reading this post . " I don't read de lor , cos i don't understand . I want you to hear it on phone . " ;p yeah ? Hahahahs . Okay lurhh , i'll say it on phone to you tmr okay ? (: Hehs , sorry idk how to say out directly . Cos i will say until very 乱 and unorganised one . x.x Hahahas , now i organise it and type everything out alr tmr can tell you in orderly manner ler . ;D Hehs .

Okays , its 1 35 now . I took a bloody 30 mins to type this post . ;o Like kinda long leh ;x Okay la i know i type very slow LOL . Darling alr sleeping till dk where alr ler lah . xD Lost in lalaland alr . Okay lurhh , think i shall go to lalaland and find darling and kill that big big monster with darling ler ! ;p -winks- Hahahas , nights ! :O Sweetdreams&sleeptight, ilovejoeyforever ! ♥